A few years ago, I had a cyst on my neck. It started as a slight lump just where my thyroid gland is, and grew and grew, until I had to go to the doctors and get it seen. After many visits to thyroid clinics, scans then a needle biopsy, it turns out it was a developmental fluid filled cyst, and just “one of these things”. I had about 6 months before my initial doctors visit of varying stages of panic and worry about it, but there was always some excuse as to why I couldn’t go to the doctors. (It’s not bothering me, it isn’t that big really, I’m too busy at work etc etc) During my braver (stupider?) moments I’d sit online and Google “lump on neck”. Worst.Mistake.Ever. I was convinced I had all sorts of crazy neck and thyroid cancers, and death was imminent. It didn’t matter that 98% of people who contracted this particular type of cancer were men over the age of 75 who had prostate problems, I had it and I was going to die. Netdoctor is EVIL!
Anyway, the reason I was thinking about this today, is that my best friend is having a scary time at the moment. She has been experiencing numbness in her legs and pelvis for a couple of weeks now, and has been to see umpteen doctors, had scans, been to chiropractors, neurologists, and still nobody knows what is causing it. After she told me about it I was sitting online, and received a text from her “DON’T GOOGLE IT”. So obviously I had to, as she had obviously done before me. We are both so similar, and our sensible heads know it’s probably bruised or damaged nerves from over zealous sex or something, but I know exactly what she is going through at the moment. I just wish they’d find out what is causing it.